2018-08-03 00:20:20 UTC
and, if I have typos, it's by accident.
All the years of using computers have dimmed my eyesight a lot.
Let's start with Benny Hinn.
People loved Benny.
I actually went to one of this concerts in atlandta. frankly, I wasn't impressed.
It's not up to me to judge anyone, but I will say what I know.
ok. Benny, top of his game.
And there were all kinds of people that goes to his concerts.
and when they took up offerings for him, they didn't [ass offering plates.
They passed around "Chicken Buckets."
So, the media got a real hard on to bring him down.
so, Tabloids would follow him everywhere.
and snap any photo they could of Benny.
so, low and behold, his devoted wife was home, helping raise his children.
so, as fate wouuld have it, they tabloids got a snapshot of him, walking out of a hotel with Paula white. and they were holding hands.
it's not up to me to judge if they did, or did not have sex.
But his wife was furious.
and she divorced him.
and he got on his show, and told God and everyone that no infidelity happened at all.
And having said that, he's basically been run off TBN. More on them later.
So, let's turn to Paula white.
IMO, she's not a preacher. she's a mo tivational speaker, like Joel Osteen.
And don't get me started on him.
let's stay on topic.
Paula white, started her church with a good husband. A great preacher.
But she got money hungry.
so, they ended up divorced.
and her church basically drummed her out of the church.
for years, you didn't hear one thing about paula white.
unTIL, low and behold, one day, for some reason I can't possibly understand, she was one of the "PReachers' Who gave the innovation for President Trump.
Ok. i'm totally digusted by trump, but let's stay on topic a moment.
TBN. it's basically a playground for Christians.
so, Paul Crouch. Never went to seminiary. Never had any formal education.
But he was a salesman. But they love to call themsevlez doctor. Doctor crouch.
and he knew he had a cash cow with TBN.
so, one day, his family was staying in a hotel, and his 13 year old grand daughter was trying to sleep in a hotel room.
well, low and behold, a drunken stagehand came in and raped her.
So, do you think Paul and Jan got her rape counselling?
They browbeat her to death, saying she was asking for it.
13 years old.
They were so afraid they'd lost that cash cow, if the word got out, they didn't even call the cops.
So, I don't mind fasting. I did a 40 day fast once.
So, I began to fast and pray for God's judgment, and God answered and slew Paul Crouch.
a while later, he slew Jan, who looked like a trnnny to me anyway.
So, back in the day, before becoming a believer, my main goal was to become a rock star.
and I learned to play guitar.
and two of my favorite albums were Queensryche: Operation: Mind Crime.
And rage for order.
So, I'm thinking about a song one day, and I remember some lyrics from Mind Crime.
"Religion and sex are powerplays.
take all the people for the money the pay.
Selling SKIN. SELLING God.
the numbers look the same on the credit card."
And Now, Benny, they let him on TBN every now and then. But not much.
And, he'll say this or that. and that's fine. I got a fuck what these people do.
Like I say, I'm no the Juudge.
Now,I think in this thread, I haven't perjured myself. If I made a mistake, it was merely a mistake.
But, Benny is so desperate for cash, he literally now sells prayers.
You cannot even submit a prayer request, without making a donation.
And that's where I stand.
And now, I'm sitting here, 28 years after becoming a beliver.
And the death of my Mother has given me crisis of faith.
Because, fuck. every thing I did for 28 years, I did for free.
Even when I couldn't afford it, I did it.
And I'm sittting here, now, at 50 wondering if I have loved in vain. Had I had compassion in vain.
Have I had mercy in vain.
I'm not turning on Jesus.
But Ireally care less about preachers right now.
And I hope I can come to grips with all this emotion, before I die.
And that's me, Luke Nichols, in 2018.